Cat’s debut was last weekend. I thought it was pretty fun. Except the beginning part, I was kinda stressing. Jr said that I was stressing more than Cat was. I say, “SHUT UP JR!” heh. It was because I got ready late, I had to be at Cat’s house at 2 and I didn’t get ready till 2. Cat called me up asking me to pick up 2 cakes at Gemmae’s…considering that I owe her a grip of favors, I did it. Michelle and Jamie curled my hair…my dad came to Cat’s house to pick up my car and I got a ride w/Jr…and Cat and Alex came along too. Aye ay ay…it was stressing cause you need a decal to get to Cat’s party…and a couple of people couldn’t get in cause they didn’t have a decal…so people went back and forth picking up the people who couldn’t get in.

Hm…the dance went good. Jr and I messed up…IT’S JR’S FAULT! Heh. I’m just kidding. We only messed up once…I don’t think it was that noticeable. But yeah, Cat’s video people were pretty good. And it’s not just a videotape…it’s a DVD! With special features too!

Alvic, Jr, and I got Cat a roxy watch. Now I want one!!! Jr promised that he’s gonna get me one…right Jr? Heh.

There’s nothing much to say, came home around 12:30.

Yeah, haven’t blogged lately…math is kicking my ass right now, so I have to concentrate on that for a while.

Oct 26: Kat and Jr’s 17-month anniversary and Alexis’s 19th birthday
Oct 30: Cat’s 18th birthday
Oct 31: Halloween--> my dad said that I can’t go trick-o-treating this year nor pass out candy. He said it was because of the amber alerts…as for the candy…I think he’s just cheap to buy the candy.

Anyways…that is all.

Yeah, I know, I haven't been updating lately. It's just that...I'm really LAZY! Heh.

I'm trying to get a new guestbook. Alxnet only allows 100 entries. Does anyone know of any good ones? Please, let me know...and thanks to Eric for helping me out.

Nothing going on...Cat E's 18th birthday is this Saturday. Maricel's was last Saturday. Her's was fun. PQ does cute performances! I'm gonna miss that. It was good seeing everyone though. Maricel, one of your guests was hitting on me! Just wanted you to know that...

Maricel and Ruth gave me a cute roxy bag. Thanks you two!

Uh, other than that, nothing else. Sorry. Life is pretty boring and lazy lately. Heh.

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THE PARTY WAS GREAT!

I didn't think that it would be so much fun. Yes, Jr, you were right. I had fun.

The day started off with me going to school and then I went to get my hair fixed. The stupid lady that was fixing my hair put the chopsticks all wrong. I mean, it looked nice, but then it felt like the chopsticks were jammed into my head or something. On Saturday, my head was still hurting and I found a bump on my head. The kind of a bump that you see when cartoons get it in the head with a frying pan or something. It hurt like hell!

After I went to get my hair fixed, I went to pick up my little brother. I had to go to his classroom because he didn’t know that I was going to pick him up. I saw one of the securities at Morse that Cat and I use to joke around with. His name is Marcus. He was like, “What are you doing here, didn’t you graduate?” I said, “Yeah, but I’m here to pick up my little brother.” He was like, “Oh no, there’s another one of you!” Ha-ha. So he helped me find my little brother’s class and he even gave me a visitor’s pass.

After I picked up my little brother I went to the Southwest Lodge, where the party was being held at. My family was there setting up. The party started at 6, and the setting up finished around 6 ish. Relatives from Long Beach came early and were helping out with the food.

I was getting ready, and then people kept on calling. I was stressed out during the entire week and I’ve kept my cool long enough…so…before I got ready, I was crying. Jr isn’t a very good comforter. He said that I was acting like a baby. I guess I was…but it was my party and I could have cried if I wanted to! Heh. But yeah, he’s still not a very good comforter. But I still love the comfortless guy. Heh.

Party was so much fun. Joanne took Michelle’s place, but unfortunately, Jo got held up in traffic so Joy took her place. I was seriously going to put Joy as my candle…but I felt that I should have put Jo because I was one of her candles. But yeah…Rey was a little late for the rose dance…dork.

The girl that sang was hella good! Props to her. My Auntie was like, it’s a good thing that your party was on Friday because she’s booked till July. I was like…damn she's really good! My little brother knows her and I was like, “Ron, go hook up with her.” He didn’t want to, she’s pretty too. I don’t know, my brothers don’t have good taste in girls.

I forgot to pass out the cake, so whoever stayed at the party till the end, I made them get some cake…like a grip of cake. Heh. They didn’t want a lot, but uh, oh well.

I didn’t really get to dance though, well, I didn’t dance at all. It felt weird knowing that my family was around watching me dance. *sigh* maybe next time I guess. If there will be a next time.

Hm, nothing else. Those of you that went, thank you so much! Sorry if it was boring or whatever. Most people that I talked to said that it was fun. Chris even had it in his info. Gary was getting jocked by some girl. No names mentioned. That was hella funny. My cousin and his friend were battling with Mark and Cid…that was cool. But yeah, it was nice hearing that…knowing that my party was fun. Those of you of couldn’t make it, it’s okay, I’m sure “something came up”

Anyways, that is all.

I'm a pessimist.

Thinking good all the time will leave you with disappointment if the things that you wanted to happen didn't.

I used to be an optimist till a lot of people let me down. I used to think of the best in people, thinking that their word would be enough, until they'd say "something came up". That’s why I hated being an optimist, you get all hyped up and you’re not even sure if anything will follow through.

The bands for my entertainment backed out, simply because they’re not ready…that’s what they said. Even though I told them like a month in advanced…they’re still not ready. I was actually convinced that they were going to play. Simply because they didn’t care about how much I paid them, just as long as they play, because that’s what they enjoy doing. They gave me some b.s excuses, “you’re friends might not like us”, “they might throw food at us”, “we don’t have good equipment…” I guess. It’s cool though, if they feel strongly about them not being good, then I can’t do anything about it.

One of the people in the bands recommended me some other band…and you know what they said, “how much are you charging because this one person offered $80”…something like that. But yeah…$80 for some band that I haven’t even heard of and that’s only been playing for a year? OH HELL NO! Fuck that…sorry buddy, I don’t think you’re good enough to play for me if your ass is charging $80. They told me to get back at them on Sunday, and so I did, they said no. I was cool with it…$80 VS. no entertainment? I choose no entertainment.

One of my roses backed out too…he recorded his message, it’s cool though, I understand, it’s a family thing. Don’t worry about it. You know who you are. I just found out…another rose and candle might not be able to be there for the candle and rose ceremony, because of work and they can’t get a day off because they just started the job. *sigh* it’s sad, but I understand. It’s okay, just as long as they are there I guess. But it would be cooler if they were there for the candle and rose ceremony. IT’S OKAY…I UNDERSTAND!


I really don’t think that people will actually go to my party. That’s going to be a bitch. I’m so scared…you have no idea.

I finally bought shoes…it’s not white like it was supposed to be…you know why? Because it’s fall now and most of the stores took away their white shoes because it was a summer color. GREEAAT!

Anyways…

Today was a good day, I spent it with Cat and Alexis, and then after I went out with Jr. I didn’t even know that people knew about my birthday till I was getting all these greetings…it’s pretty cool actually. Even my best friend from 6th grade called me up from Hawaii saying “Happy Birthday” that was one of the best greetings. Thank you to everyone who remembered!

Nothing else to say, have a lot of things to do.

That is all.

Sometimes I feel like I'm one of those no life alumnis. I'm so serious, I feel like I go there too much...but I only go there to pick up my little brother and cousin. Well, sometimes, I go there just to see what's up. Like today, I went there to see the testing so I can see how my brother and my cousin did. They fucked up a little, but I guess...right about now, they're down stairs, regretting their mistakes and hoping that they make the team. *sigh* I remember when I was like that. I didn't make it my first year because I joined r.o a little late, so while they were going through try outs, I was going through my basic training.

I made it my second year, it was one of the best years of r.o for me. Zal and Aiza were the jv commanders. I have to admit, even though they were mean...they had us in check, which is pretty good. In my opinion, I think that they were the last of the best commanders for jv. Jv year was when we were all tight. JOKANA! heh. *sigh* makes me sad just thinking about it. I remember we would make fun of Carlota's push ups...shit, no one could really do push ups except for Joy and Lorie. Hah, which reminds me, I remember when Lorie had to do 500 push ups cause she flicked off commander. I remember Gola and her "simmer down" heh. Maan, I miss her and Laneich. I remember one time when we were practicing for a comp, and commander gave us letters, I was "F" and Laneich was "I" so we just called each other "IF". I know it sounds corny...but sometimes, corny is pretty funny and cool. Don't ask me why..it just is.

First year in varsity was the other good year that I had. I remember the bus rides going to comps, they were so much fun, just drill team making all the ruckus. Going home, everyone was just knocked out and the bus was all quiet. Well, it depends if we win, when we win, we just talked about the d.i's yellling in our face or some other shit. I remember when Gwyn fucked up some school's uniforms. Maan...we got in big trouble for that. Last year, it just wasn't the same without our brothers, like Mark, Cid, Justin, Gogo, Gwyn, Mark E, ALL of them guys that left...maan...I miss those guys.

I miss being a part of a team so much! I mean, I'm sad just reminiscing about it, because there's no more memories like that to make, you know? But I'm also smiling knowing that I got to live that experience.

This is off the subject, but hey, what the heck. I was reading She's blog...and she actually listens to me when I talk to her. That's amazing! Hah. Just kidding. I gave her four lollipops today. Now hopefully she'll stop doing bad things for a while. Heh. I miss you Sheryl Grace. She visited me today...ohmigosh, she's actually growing! Not only in height wise, but in mind wise too. She's not this little girl that I used to mess with anymore. I guess, what I'm trying to say is that She is more matured than before. She's growing up. *sigh* I was talking to her today and I was thinking about the past when we first became friends...I remember how I'd mess with her ponytail and when we used to scare each other...or even writing our little poems to each other and putting it in our mailboxes for Code. *sigh* It's so sad. I miss the 12 year old She that I used to mess with...now she's a "too cool" junior now. Hah...I'M JUST KIDDING!

Anyways...I think I'll stop now, maybe next time I'll talk more about my memories. It's pretty fun bloggin' about it.

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