Friday, February 28, 2003
Yesterday, I had found out that Joe Tumintin had past away. I heard the news from Mark. He had called me at school like around 9 o'clock once he told me what had happen, and i freaken froze after he told me...i was in shock. I was thinking to myself....geez I just saw him the night before at chuch asking my family and I to grab a pizza while we wait for my sister to be finish with choir practice, joe was smiling and laughing when we saw him and we didn't know that it would be our last time seeing him. That night after Joe had passed the youth had organized a prayer for joe, the prayer was nice, there were plenty of people who attended the vigil it just bring to show that joe has a lot of people who really cared for him and who will really miss him. Rest in Peace Joe and Happy Birthday (which is on sunday, March 2). And today is my grandma's 1 year death anniversary...I miss my grandma's very much. I went to church this morning with my mom and dad at 8:00 a.m.
well that's all for now. bye
well that's all for now. bye
Wednesday, February 26, 2003
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
I have no idea on what the hell is going on. My mind isn't working very well...
Lately I've been forgetting things lately, like picking up my little brother's friend or bringing something to school. And the worst thing that I've done so far was forgetting She's and Michelle's birthday. I'm REALLY sorry!!! Sheryl is making me feel bad...I didn't mean to forget about your birthday She...I really, really didn't mean to. It's just that, ever since I knew that Jr was leaving, I've been spending as much time as I can with him. I haven't forgotten about you either...I guess you just have to understand that while you're busy doing something, I'm doing completely nothing, and while I'm busy doing something, you're doing completely nothing. So sometimes, there just isn't time, therefore, we must make time.
BAM!!! I get it now...remember how I was talking about how friends don't call other friends up and all that other stuff...it's because of what I just mentioned. while you're busy doing something, I'm doing completely nothing, and while I'm doing something, you're doing completely nothing. And like I also said before, we all must make time.
So, She, you're kind of ignoring me right now...so, I must talk to you through this blog. I found your new blog site. Same template as me ay? Heh. Aw, the wonders of the internet. I really am sorry. I do want to keep in touch with you...and I'm sorry that I haven't being doing such a good job lately. But you have to try to keep in touch with me as well, it can't just go one way ya know.
Well, I don't know what else to write...I'm sorry She. Thanks for mentioning me in your blog...that's so sweet of you. :)
Anyways, that is all.
Lately I've been forgetting things lately, like picking up my little brother's friend or bringing something to school. And the worst thing that I've done so far was forgetting She's and Michelle's birthday. I'm REALLY sorry!!! Sheryl is making me feel bad...I didn't mean to forget about your birthday She...I really, really didn't mean to. It's just that, ever since I knew that Jr was leaving, I've been spending as much time as I can with him. I haven't forgotten about you either...I guess you just have to understand that while you're busy doing something, I'm doing completely nothing, and while I'm busy doing something, you're doing completely nothing. So sometimes, there just isn't time, therefore, we must make time.
BAM!!! I get it now...remember how I was talking about how friends don't call other friends up and all that other stuff...it's because of what I just mentioned. while you're busy doing something, I'm doing completely nothing, and while I'm doing something, you're doing completely nothing. And like I also said before, we all must make time.
So, She, you're kind of ignoring me right now...so, I must talk to you through this blog. I found your new blog site. Same template as me ay? Heh. Aw, the wonders of the internet. I really am sorry. I do want to keep in touch with you...and I'm sorry that I haven't being doing such a good job lately. But you have to try to keep in touch with me as well, it can't just go one way ya know.
Well, I don't know what else to write...I'm sorry She. Thanks for mentioning me in your blog...that's so sweet of you. :)
Anyways, that is all.
Monday, February 24, 2003
Friday, stayed home, and doing a whole bunch of nothing. Oh wait, Cat came over for like an hour and we watched Gilmore Girls (I recorded it from last Tuesday).
Saturday, Cat, Cat's cousin Jeff, Jr, and I went to the Volcom Band Joust at Soma San Diego. We mainly went to watch Happy Hour. One of the songs they played was "Hi, Hello" yey! Heh. Me and Cat were happy that we actually knew a song. First 2 bands...didn't know what the hell they were singing about. During the first band, Jr and I were outside because I was stupid and I locked my phone and it started to ask for a PUK code...and I didn't know it, so...I had to call up Cingular with my T-Mobile phone (I have 2 phones, Cingular and T-Mobile, don't ask cause I don't want to explain). So, stupid Cingular put me on hold for like 20 minutes before I can actually talk to a person (which lasted for 2 minutes!!!) and unlike T-Mobile, Cingular’s 611 number thing isn’t 24 hours! Booo! During those 20 minutes of waiting for Cingular and hearing, “Your call is important to us, we are sorry for the delay, please continue to wait, and a customer service person will be with you shortly,” (or something like that) I decided to call up T-Mobile and asked if they could help me, unfortunately, they couldn’t, and it only took 3 minutes to talk to someone from T-Mobile. I guess it was because there’s a different PUK code for all the numbers. Luckily I got the code and we went back to where Cat and Jeff were and by the time we got back it was hella crowded and the 1st band was finishing up their set. The second band was okay…but Happy Hour had more mosh pits, I think Chad and Fran were creating them. Heh. It was good seeing Chad, Fran, Jenilee, and Kat D. again. Happy Hour was good and while they were playing Jr was like, “If they’re called Happy Hour, then why do they sound so mad?” Heh, weeelll, it was funny to me gosh darn it!
It was sweet of Jr to go with Cat, Jeff, and Me because he doesn’t listen to that kind of music. He hated almost everything about it. He was like, “I can’t understand a damn thing they’re saying, and with rap, all you here is ‘Fuck you,’ ‘Bitch,’ ‘Motha Fucka,’” (you get the point with all the curse words) and “I can sing too because I knows how to yell like them and all they do is say words.” Or something like that. He protected me from the mosh pits…I thought it was sweet. After Happy Hour played, we left. We went to Lollicup to get some boba cause Jr was craving that for the longest time. Jr got longunisa (sp?), eggs, and rice. Jeff and Cat got fries. And of course, all of us got boba. I got a strawberry banana smoothie with boba and the rest of them got kiwi strawberry. The funny thing was 20 minutes before Lollicup was supposed to close a GRIP of people came in…like more than 20 people, so we just left. Jr and I got dropped off and then Jr brought me home a couple of minutes later.
Sunday, just hung out at Jr’s house, played bingo with his aunts, uncles, cousins, mom, dad, and sister, then we watched “We Were Soldiers,” which is NOT a good movie to watch when you know you’re boyfriend is leaving for war (if we have one and I hope that we don’t).
Alright, I had to write down what happened during the weekend because it was the last weekend that I had with Jr before he left for Kuwait.
This morning I was driving to school, and like at 7:50, Jr called me. He told me the night before that if he comes home early, he’s leaving tonight and if he comes home late, he’s leaving on Wednesday, so when he called me, I was like, “Please don’t tell me you’re coming home now.” He said that he was and that he has to be back at Camp Pedelton (sp?) by 11:15 am and he’s leaving tonight. I was like, “I can’t go home now because I just got to school and it would be a waste if I left now,” so I just went to my Philosophy class, and then I went to Jr’s house. We drove to Camp Pedelton, I was following Jr and his mom and dad were riding with me. We got there at 11 and stayed there till 2. We didn’t want to be stuck in traffic so we had to leave. Jr and I said our “good-byes”
Now that he's gone, my ass is being a real bitch! Especially to my little brother. I don't want to be, but that's how I show and deal with my saddness, cause I'm not crying (yet). Sorry in advance if I'm mean to you.
Argh…Jr won’t be back for 6 months, well, we’re “guess-timating” that it’ll be 6 months, it could be sooner or it could be longer…I’m hoping that he’ll be home sooner.
=( I’m going to miss Jr…
Jr: I know you can’t read this right now…but just wanted to say I love you and I hope you come home safely and I also hope that nothing bad happens to you. Take care baby.
P.S. I changed the title of the page...pretty cool huh? Well, I THINK IT IS AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS! (Cat, you like it too right??? Heh).
*sigh* Okay, that is all.
Saturday, Cat, Cat's cousin Jeff, Jr, and I went to the Volcom Band Joust at Soma San Diego. We mainly went to watch Happy Hour. One of the songs they played was "Hi, Hello" yey! Heh. Me and Cat were happy that we actually knew a song. First 2 bands...didn't know what the hell they were singing about. During the first band, Jr and I were outside because I was stupid and I locked my phone and it started to ask for a PUK code...and I didn't know it, so...I had to call up Cingular with my T-Mobile phone (I have 2 phones, Cingular and T-Mobile, don't ask cause I don't want to explain). So, stupid Cingular put me on hold for like 20 minutes before I can actually talk to a person (which lasted for 2 minutes!!!) and unlike T-Mobile, Cingular’s 611 number thing isn’t 24 hours! Booo! During those 20 minutes of waiting for Cingular and hearing, “Your call is important to us, we are sorry for the delay, please continue to wait, and a customer service person will be with you shortly,” (or something like that) I decided to call up T-Mobile and asked if they could help me, unfortunately, they couldn’t, and it only took 3 minutes to talk to someone from T-Mobile. I guess it was because there’s a different PUK code for all the numbers. Luckily I got the code and we went back to where Cat and Jeff were and by the time we got back it was hella crowded and the 1st band was finishing up their set. The second band was okay…but Happy Hour had more mosh pits, I think Chad and Fran were creating them. Heh. It was good seeing Chad, Fran, Jenilee, and Kat D. again. Happy Hour was good and while they were playing Jr was like, “If they’re called Happy Hour, then why do they sound so mad?” Heh, weeelll, it was funny to me gosh darn it!
It was sweet of Jr to go with Cat, Jeff, and Me because he doesn’t listen to that kind of music. He hated almost everything about it. He was like, “I can’t understand a damn thing they’re saying, and with rap, all you here is ‘Fuck you,’ ‘Bitch,’ ‘Motha Fucka,’” (you get the point with all the curse words) and “I can sing too because I knows how to yell like them and all they do is say words.” Or something like that. He protected me from the mosh pits…I thought it was sweet. After Happy Hour played, we left. We went to Lollicup to get some boba cause Jr was craving that for the longest time. Jr got longunisa (sp?), eggs, and rice. Jeff and Cat got fries. And of course, all of us got boba. I got a strawberry banana smoothie with boba and the rest of them got kiwi strawberry. The funny thing was 20 minutes before Lollicup was supposed to close a GRIP of people came in…like more than 20 people, so we just left. Jr and I got dropped off and then Jr brought me home a couple of minutes later.
Sunday, just hung out at Jr’s house, played bingo with his aunts, uncles, cousins, mom, dad, and sister, then we watched “We Were Soldiers,” which is NOT a good movie to watch when you know you’re boyfriend is leaving for war (if we have one and I hope that we don’t).
Alright, I had to write down what happened during the weekend because it was the last weekend that I had with Jr before he left for Kuwait.
This morning I was driving to school, and like at 7:50, Jr called me. He told me the night before that if he comes home early, he’s leaving tonight and if he comes home late, he’s leaving on Wednesday, so when he called me, I was like, “Please don’t tell me you’re coming home now.” He said that he was and that he has to be back at Camp Pedelton (sp?) by 11:15 am and he’s leaving tonight. I was like, “I can’t go home now because I just got to school and it would be a waste if I left now,” so I just went to my Philosophy class, and then I went to Jr’s house. We drove to Camp Pedelton, I was following Jr and his mom and dad were riding with me. We got there at 11 and stayed there till 2. We didn’t want to be stuck in traffic so we had to leave. Jr and I said our “good-byes”
Now that he's gone, my ass is being a real bitch! Especially to my little brother. I don't want to be, but that's how I show and deal with my saddness, cause I'm not crying (yet). Sorry in advance if I'm mean to you.
Argh…Jr won’t be back for 6 months, well, we’re “guess-timating” that it’ll be 6 months, it could be sooner or it could be longer…I’m hoping that he’ll be home sooner.
=( I’m going to miss Jr…
Jr: I know you can’t read this right now…but just wanted to say I love you and I hope you come home safely and I also hope that nothing bad happens to you. Take care baby.
P.S. I changed the title of the page...pretty cool huh? Well, I THINK IT IS AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS! (Cat, you like it too right??? Heh).
*sigh* Okay, that is all.
Friday, February 21, 2003
You know when you think to hard its pretty difficult to fall asleep. well, as for me it's hard to fall asleep. I was trying to go to sleep but i couldn't because I was thinking way to much about stuff. I've tried staring at the ceiling, tried reading a book, watch t.v, closed my eyes hoping i would fall asleep, but nothing seemed to work so I fell asleep around 3 o'clock. errr i hate when that happens trying hard to fall asleep. At least I don't have school on fridays, so that means i can sleep in, but after I drop off my brother and sister to school and drop off my little cousin to school as well. After dropping people off to school I can go straight home and go back to sleep, yay.
Okay Im back from dropping my brother, sister, and my little cousin to school and unfortunately Im not tried anymore, oh well. When I dropped off my cousin to school i was just reminiscing when I was in elementary school those days were the best. Having fun with my friends, playing on the monkey bars, waiting for recess to begin, learing new things that were easy. Also, having a birthday party at school (when it was my birthday my mom used to come over my school and she would bring cup cakes and ice creams it was fun, but it all stop when i had reached six grade), and best of all not having to worry about anything, but to have FUN. When i was walking on the school ground with my cousin I saw several girls huddled up they were all laughing and talking until a couple of boys went up to them and started to bug them, all the girls ran away from the boys and started to say "get away from us you guys are dirty." Man, that was hilarious because it reminded me when I was their age I'd used to say something like that to the boys, I would say "get away from me you have guys have cuddies!" (sp?). Hahah that was some funny stuff. Sometimes I'd wish that I could stay as a kid forever because if you look at it kids are just "happy go lucky" people don't really worry about anything they're just minding their own business. Sometimes I wonder what the future holds for me and Im always thinking "WHAT IF" questions. Like what if Im not able to pass my classes? what if I Im not excepted at sdsu? what if nursing is not my thing, then now what do i do? what if I can't go on with things that are just too hard for me to deal with? what if I make a really bad decision in life? what if i don't make the people I love happy? what if everything in my life just tumbles down right in front of me? what if nothing goes right in my life and i become a bum? Yes, I know you think im lame for writing these things down, but that's what I think about sometimes.
well that's about all i have to say right now, so bye!
Okay Im back from dropping my brother, sister, and my little cousin to school and unfortunately Im not tried anymore, oh well. When I dropped off my cousin to school i was just reminiscing when I was in elementary school those days were the best. Having fun with my friends, playing on the monkey bars, waiting for recess to begin, learing new things that were easy. Also, having a birthday party at school (when it was my birthday my mom used to come over my school and she would bring cup cakes and ice creams it was fun, but it all stop when i had reached six grade), and best of all not having to worry about anything, but to have FUN. When i was walking on the school ground with my cousin I saw several girls huddled up they were all laughing and talking until a couple of boys went up to them and started to bug them, all the girls ran away from the boys and started to say "get away from us you guys are dirty." Man, that was hilarious because it reminded me when I was their age I'd used to say something like that to the boys, I would say "get away from me you have guys have cuddies!" (sp?). Hahah that was some funny stuff. Sometimes I'd wish that I could stay as a kid forever because if you look at it kids are just "happy go lucky" people don't really worry about anything they're just minding their own business. Sometimes I wonder what the future holds for me and Im always thinking "WHAT IF" questions. Like what if Im not able to pass my classes? what if I Im not excepted at sdsu? what if nursing is not my thing, then now what do i do? what if I can't go on with things that are just too hard for me to deal with? what if I make a really bad decision in life? what if i don't make the people I love happy? what if everything in my life just tumbles down right in front of me? what if nothing goes right in my life and i become a bum? Yes, I know you think im lame for writing these things down, but that's what I think about sometimes.
well that's about all i have to say right now, so bye!
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
Weird
I woke up this morning and I found a big ass bruise on my right calve, it doesn't hurt though, which is weird becuase IT'S REALLY BIG! I also found 2 little ones on my left leg, and 2 more on my wrists (both of them). I have all these bruises and the weird thing about it is that I don't know how I got it and that it doesn't hurt.
I remember in 11th grade and sometimes, when I'd wake up, I'd find scratches and bruises on my arms and legs. Michelle used to say that I was getting raped when I was asleep...but that's scary so i don't believe in it. I don't know. Jr said I move around too much when I'm sleeping, but that can't be the reason why I'm getting cuts and bruises can it? I don't think so.
Anyways, math mid term tomorrow, essay due Friday, and other crap to do, so when something interesting comes up, I'll "blog" about it.
If anyone can give reasons to why I'm getting cuts and bruises, let me know.
That is all.
I woke up this morning and I found a big ass bruise on my right calve, it doesn't hurt though, which is weird becuase IT'S REALLY BIG! I also found 2 little ones on my left leg, and 2 more on my wrists (both of them). I have all these bruises and the weird thing about it is that I don't know how I got it and that it doesn't hurt.
I remember in 11th grade and sometimes, when I'd wake up, I'd find scratches and bruises on my arms and legs. Michelle used to say that I was getting raped when I was asleep...but that's scary so i don't believe in it. I don't know. Jr said I move around too much when I'm sleeping, but that can't be the reason why I'm getting cuts and bruises can it? I don't think so.
Anyways, math mid term tomorrow, essay due Friday, and other crap to do, so when something interesting comes up, I'll "blog" about it.
If anyone can give reasons to why I'm getting cuts and bruises, let me know.
That is all.
Tuesday, February 18, 2003
I'm still at school...I'm in the Reserve Book Room...doing a whole bunch of nothing.
I had to do this thing called the "Egg Chair" I felt like it was a brain wash thing. It was in a dark room with posters on the walls talking about safe sex and rape, then there was a TV there and it was really close to the chair, and I hate sitting so close to the TV but I couldn't move it back. The chair was pretty cool, it was shaped like an egg and it had speakers inside it! Heh. I had to watch a movie about relaxing, but I ended up falling asleep, and now I'm here in the Reserve Book Room, blogging cause there is nothing else to do. I would study, but all my books (besides math) are in my car and I'm too lazy to walk back to my car.
There's another thing that I have to say about friends...you know the saying, "Homies over bitches?" Well...it's wrong because most of the people choose to hang out with their boyfriends/girlfriends instead of their friends. Like if you have free time, you spend it with your boyfriend/girlfriend. People say, "Keep in touch" but the only person that you really talk with on the phone is your boy/girlfriend. It's like once in a while that you call up your friends out of no where, because you have to talk to your boy/girlfriend every day...right? Well, I know that I talk to Jr on the phone everyday...although it wasn't like that in the beginning, but that's something different. I don't know, that's just something that I thought about while I was staring around in the library. The saying "Homies over bitches" is wrong, I'm not saying that it's COMPLETELY wrong, because MAYBE there are some people who call up/hang out with their friends more than they call/hang out with their boy/girlfriend. But I haven't found any of those people.
Anyways, just had to mention that, and decided to blog to waste some time.
And now I'm done, that is all.
I had to do this thing called the "Egg Chair" I felt like it was a brain wash thing. It was in a dark room with posters on the walls talking about safe sex and rape, then there was a TV there and it was really close to the chair, and I hate sitting so close to the TV but I couldn't move it back. The chair was pretty cool, it was shaped like an egg and it had speakers inside it! Heh. I had to watch a movie about relaxing, but I ended up falling asleep, and now I'm here in the Reserve Book Room, blogging cause there is nothing else to do. I would study, but all my books (besides math) are in my car and I'm too lazy to walk back to my car.
There's another thing that I have to say about friends...you know the saying, "Homies over bitches?" Well...it's wrong because most of the people choose to hang out with their boyfriends/girlfriends instead of their friends. Like if you have free time, you spend it with your boyfriend/girlfriend. People say, "Keep in touch" but the only person that you really talk with on the phone is your boy/girlfriend. It's like once in a while that you call up your friends out of no where, because you have to talk to your boy/girlfriend every day...right? Well, I know that I talk to Jr on the phone everyday...although it wasn't like that in the beginning, but that's something different. I don't know, that's just something that I thought about while I was staring around in the library. The saying "Homies over bitches" is wrong, I'm not saying that it's COMPLETELY wrong, because MAYBE there are some people who call up/hang out with their friends more than they call/hang out with their boy/girlfriend. But I haven't found any of those people.
Anyways, just had to mention that, and decided to blog to waste some time.
And now I'm done, that is all.
Monday, February 17, 2003
Friends
I was reminiscing last night was on the phone with Jr and at the same time I was reading old letters from my best friend Almond. Maaan reading all those letters cracked me up soo bad. There was one letter where she was at some place waiting for her boyfriend (at the time) and she was really bored so she wrote to me on napkins! It was cute here were drawings and of course a letter. There was one where I think it was for my birthday and so, she sent me a balloon, one where you have to blow up yourself because when I used to live in Hawaii, she would give me balloons for my birthday. It was cute and thoughtful. Now, we hardly talk to each other whenever we see each other online, of course we talk, but we hardly call each other up. When I used to live in Hawaii there was Me, Leslie, Raquel, and Almond it was back in junior high (or what we called Intermediate School? and you know how when you were in junior high you had "clicks?" Well, we were called the "Four Queens." Haha. It's so funny just thinking about it. We even had our own "names" or aka's but I don't want to mention them. But yeah, now don't even know what the hell is going on with Quel or Les. I miss those days.
Sometimes I feel like I have no friends. I feel like the only REAL friend that I have is Cat. Everyone else is just acquaintances. My neighbor from before pre school till 3rd grade lives in San Diego but we hardly talk shit, I don't even know where he lives! People that I hung out with in high school are acquaintances now, we may have been friends at one pointout I don't feel that we are anymore. I chill with people at school, but that's about it. I guess you can just call them "school friends," people that I don't hang out with outside of school. Sometimes I hang out with Alvic sometimes I talk to Mark, who is supposedly my guy best friend (next to Jr of course) but I don't hang out with them a lot nor do I talk with them as much. With Cat, she's like another best friend of mine, we have all these inside jokes, we laugh a lot when were together, we practically talk about everything, we understand each other (sometimes, heh), we're there for each other, and whenever were together everyone just calls us weird! (I don't understand why they call us that either Cat).
I've always wanted a friendship like Friends. I know it's a show and all, but they’re so close with each other, and I know that a real friendship like that really exists. Kraft reminds me of them, it's so cute how they made up little skits for each others debut. Cat and I envied that.
*Sigh* I hope that one day I get to have a friendship like Friends. I don't mind having acquaintances, but right now, I'm looking for some good friends.
This was a corny entry.
P.S. Anyone know where I can get a nice ass backpack? I don't want any Jansport (sp? <-- in case you guys where wondering what sp means...it means that I don't know if it's spelt right or not) or Eastpak or any of those ones. So hm if you do know of any place, let me know please.
That is all.
I was reminiscing last night was on the phone with Jr and at the same time I was reading old letters from my best friend Almond. Maaan reading all those letters cracked me up soo bad. There was one letter where she was at some place waiting for her boyfriend (at the time) and she was really bored so she wrote to me on napkins! It was cute here were drawings and of course a letter. There was one where I think it was for my birthday and so, she sent me a balloon, one where you have to blow up yourself because when I used to live in Hawaii, she would give me balloons for my birthday. It was cute and thoughtful. Now, we hardly talk to each other whenever we see each other online, of course we talk, but we hardly call each other up. When I used to live in Hawaii there was Me, Leslie, Raquel, and Almond it was back in junior high (or what we called Intermediate School? and you know how when you were in junior high you had "clicks?" Well, we were called the "Four Queens." Haha. It's so funny just thinking about it. We even had our own "names" or aka's but I don't want to mention them. But yeah, now don't even know what the hell is going on with Quel or Les. I miss those days.
Sometimes I feel like I have no friends. I feel like the only REAL friend that I have is Cat. Everyone else is just acquaintances. My neighbor from before pre school till 3rd grade lives in San Diego but we hardly talk shit, I don't even know where he lives! People that I hung out with in high school are acquaintances now, we may have been friends at one pointout I don't feel that we are anymore. I chill with people at school, but that's about it. I guess you can just call them "school friends," people that I don't hang out with outside of school. Sometimes I hang out with Alvic sometimes I talk to Mark, who is supposedly my guy best friend (next to Jr of course) but I don't hang out with them a lot nor do I talk with them as much. With Cat, she's like another best friend of mine, we have all these inside jokes, we laugh a lot when were together, we practically talk about everything, we understand each other (sometimes, heh), we're there for each other, and whenever were together everyone just calls us weird! (I don't understand why they call us that either Cat).
I've always wanted a friendship like Friends. I know it's a show and all, but they’re so close with each other, and I know that a real friendship like that really exists. Kraft reminds me of them, it's so cute how they made up little skits for each others debut. Cat and I envied that.
*Sigh* I hope that one day I get to have a friendship like Friends. I don't mind having acquaintances, but right now, I'm looking for some good friends.
This was a corny entry.
P.S. Anyone know where I can get a nice ass backpack? I don't want any Jansport (sp? <-- in case you guys where wondering what sp means...it means that I don't know if it's spelt right or not) or Eastpak or any of those ones. So hm if you do know of any place, let me know please.
That is all.
Sunday, February 16, 2003
I'm Thinking...
I'm thinking about joining a club. I miss being a part of a team of some sort...I see a flyer on the desk for AB Samahan and I'm thinking about joining it, I want to go to one of the meetings to see how it is, but I don't want to go to a meeting alone, but ALVIC doesn't want to go with me, he said that he made of kind of a promise or something...I don't know...er.
I'm also thinking about the past. I'm the type of a person that holds grudges, which really sucks because it causes drama...it even causes drama between Jr and I. I wish that I can forget about the past, but you know what "they" say, the past makes the person you are now, or some shit like that. I wish I can be cool with the people that I wasn't cool with before. I remember when Kim (Jr's sister) and I didn't like each other, it even went on when Jr and I started going out...but now, we're cool. I even remember when I first met Cat, she thought that I didn't like her cause I looked at her all mean and stuff, but now, we're like best friends. I'm not saying that I want to be best friends with EVERYONE that I didn't like, but I want to be AT LEAST cool with them. Which is a bit difficult because I can't be cool with everyone that I want to be cool with or sometimes you can just be someone's enemy for life. I know that in the future, I'll probably get more "enemies" but for the ones that I do have right now, I want to be cool with them...but like I said, sometimes you can just be someone's enemy for life. Well, whatever happens, happens.
Yey...Baby is going to go to school with me tomorrow.
Okay, that is all.
I'm thinking about joining a club. I miss being a part of a team of some sort...I see a flyer on the desk for AB Samahan and I'm thinking about joining it, I want to go to one of the meetings to see how it is, but I don't want to go to a meeting alone, but ALVIC doesn't want to go with me, he said that he made of kind of a promise or something...I don't know...er.
I'm also thinking about the past. I'm the type of a person that holds grudges, which really sucks because it causes drama...it even causes drama between Jr and I. I wish that I can forget about the past, but you know what "they" say, the past makes the person you are now, or some shit like that. I wish I can be cool with the people that I wasn't cool with before. I remember when Kim (Jr's sister) and I didn't like each other, it even went on when Jr and I started going out...but now, we're cool. I even remember when I first met Cat, she thought that I didn't like her cause I looked at her all mean and stuff, but now, we're like best friends. I'm not saying that I want to be best friends with EVERYONE that I didn't like, but I want to be AT LEAST cool with them. Which is a bit difficult because I can't be cool with everyone that I want to be cool with or sometimes you can just be someone's enemy for life. I know that in the future, I'll probably get more "enemies" but for the ones that I do have right now, I want to be cool with them...but like I said, sometimes you can just be someone's enemy for life. Well, whatever happens, happens.
Yey...Baby is going to go to school with me tomorrow.
Okay, that is all.
Saturday, February 15, 2003
Happy (late) Valentine's Day
Woke up with a message on my phone saying, "Happy valentine's day my love" it was cute.
Went to school, went to Fam Bam to do some stuff...it's some what scary over there...went home, Cat came over then Me, Jr, Alex, and Cat went to the movies to watch "How to: Lose a Guy In 10 Days" What a greeat movie to watch on Valentine's Day huh? Heh. Then we went to get some Carl's Jr...and that was that. Nothing really special. Just happy that Jr and I got to spend Valentine's Day together...cause he was supposed to get deployed on Wednesday to Kuwait...but he's not...he said that they changed it to the end of this month. It's difficult going out with someone in the navy...but I'm positive that we can stay together.
Oh yeah...Jr and I thought that he was going to get deployed so he got my Valentine's Day gift early...he got me a Merriam Webster Dictionary and Thesaurus...I told that to Rey and Maybel (sp?) and they were laughing at me. I like it! It's EXACTLY what I wanted...but they said that it's something that a grandma would get you, or it should be a birthday gift or something. Hah, that was funny. But I like the gift.
Cat: STOP TALKING LIKE ALEXIS!!!
Anyways...that is all.
Woke up with a message on my phone saying, "Happy valentine's day my love" it was cute.
Went to school, went to Fam Bam to do some stuff...it's some what scary over there...went home, Cat came over then Me, Jr, Alex, and Cat went to the movies to watch "How to: Lose a Guy In 10 Days" What a greeat movie to watch on Valentine's Day huh? Heh. Then we went to get some Carl's Jr...and that was that. Nothing really special. Just happy that Jr and I got to spend Valentine's Day together...cause he was supposed to get deployed on Wednesday to Kuwait...but he's not...he said that they changed it to the end of this month. It's difficult going out with someone in the navy...but I'm positive that we can stay together.
Oh yeah...Jr and I thought that he was going to get deployed so he got my Valentine's Day gift early...he got me a Merriam Webster Dictionary and Thesaurus...I told that to Rey and Maybel (sp?) and they were laughing at me. I like it! It's EXACTLY what I wanted...but they said that it's something that a grandma would get you, or it should be a birthday gift or something. Hah, that was funny. But I like the gift.
Cat: STOP TALKING LIKE ALEXIS!!!
Anyways...that is all.
Wednesday, February 12, 2003
I'm singing in the rain...
I love it when it rains! Today was some good ass rain...I was just walking around without an umbrella...and I was really lovin' it! I just hope that I don't get sick. Before, when I used to go to Morse, and I was sick, I'd never take medicine, and I'd just tell Jr, "My immune system should be able to handle it without any type of medication whatsoever…that is the whole point of an immune system isn’t it? To fight the bacteria and viruses that infect the body?” Yes it is. But it took a lot of time to feel like normal (whatever that is) whenever I didn’t take medicine, so now…I’m starting to take medicine cause I hate being sick. So yeah, that was a waste of time writing that out…oh well.
After I chilled with the Morse people at East commons and chilled with Inez and Priscilla in the library where they went on E Bay, I drove to my At’e Frances’s house and played with the babies…and then I drove to Morse to pick up my brother and hm…I went to sleep, cause the other good thing about rain is sleeping while it rains.
Okay, time to watch Everybody Loves Raymond…that is all.
I love it when it rains! Today was some good ass rain...I was just walking around without an umbrella...and I was really lovin' it! I just hope that I don't get sick. Before, when I used to go to Morse, and I was sick, I'd never take medicine, and I'd just tell Jr, "My immune system should be able to handle it without any type of medication whatsoever…that is the whole point of an immune system isn’t it? To fight the bacteria and viruses that infect the body?” Yes it is. But it took a lot of time to feel like normal (whatever that is) whenever I didn’t take medicine, so now…I’m starting to take medicine cause I hate being sick. So yeah, that was a waste of time writing that out…oh well.
After I chilled with the Morse people at East commons and chilled with Inez and Priscilla in the library where they went on E Bay, I drove to my At’e Frances’s house and played with the babies…and then I drove to Morse to pick up my brother and hm…I went to sleep, cause the other good thing about rain is sleeping while it rains.
Okay, time to watch Everybody Loves Raymond…that is all.
Saturday, February 08, 2003
help....boredom has captured me once again. man today was practically wack. did nothing today except did house chores and some homework, not very exciting at all. the only time i wasn't bored was when kat and jr came over to the house they saved me from my misery THANKS GUYS. they ate their dinner here and then we all played halo along with my brother. man..halo is hella fun and its also very addicting. in my opinion i think halo is way better than "counter-strike." whoever plays counter-strike is a "nOob-sOrE." hehehe you know who you are. anyways after they left i went back to my bored-mode thats just great...oh well whatever. well unfortunately i ran out on things to say..so until then..laters!!
Thursday, February 06, 2003
I'm still at school. I couldn't get into the Bio Lab...it's okay though, I don't really mind, although it did waste my time! I didn't really want that class because it seems so damn gay! So I might take some other lab class...I don't know. So now, every Tuesday and Thursday, I have a 3 hour break...eh, it's okay. Supposedly I can get a lot done. Yeah...sure. I have an essay due tomorrow...and I seem to be getting distracted...it really sucks ass. But whatever...hopefully I can finish it time.
So...Cat FINALLY blogged. Took her like forever and a day. Hah, just kidding. Dude, when you write, it's so funny...it seems like you're writing a paper or something. What I mean is, it seems like you're using the language that you'd use on a paper and not the language that you'd use when you talk to me...know what I mean? Well, maybe it's just me, I don't know...that's how I was reading it. "however I wasn't able to get into the class because it was all full." However Cat? Heh. Do you say however to me??? Or do you say "I have to go home straight" heh. I'm just kidding...you know I luv u!
I'm thinking about changing my ending...instead of saying "That is all" and I wanna change my name too...no more saying, "said this one kat"... I wanna put something else, but I don't know what yet. Hmmm...I'll think of something...just not now...maybe in a couple of months?? I don't know. But for now, I'll just stick with "That is all" and "said this one kat"
Anyways.
Yey Friends is new! Woo hoo!
Okay that is all
So...Cat FINALLY blogged. Took her like forever and a day. Hah, just kidding. Dude, when you write, it's so funny...it seems like you're writing a paper or something. What I mean is, it seems like you're using the language that you'd use on a paper and not the language that you'd use when you talk to me...know what I mean? Well, maybe it's just me, I don't know...that's how I was reading it. "however I wasn't able to get into the class because it was all full." However Cat? Heh. Do you say however to me??? Or do you say "I have to go home straight" heh. I'm just kidding...you know I luv u!
I'm thinking about changing my ending...instead of saying "That is all" and I wanna change my name too...no more saying, "said this one kat"... I wanna put something else, but I don't know what yet. Hmmm...I'll think of something...just not now...maybe in a couple of months?? I don't know. But for now, I'll just stick with "That is all" and "said this one kat"
Anyways.
Yey Friends is new! Woo hoo!
Okay that is all
Shakira - The One
So I find a reason to shave my legs
Each single morning
So I count on someone on Friday nights
To take me dancing again
To church on Sundays
To plant more trees
And someday think of kids
Or maybe just save a little money
[Chorus]
You're the one I need
The way back home is always long
But if you're close to me I'm holding on
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
Cause there's nothing like your smile made of sun
In the world full of strangers
You're the one I know
So I learned to cook and finally lose
My kitchen phobia
And so I got the arms to cuddle in
When there's a ghost or a news
That brings insomnia
To buy more thongs
To write more happy songs
It always takes a little help from someone
(Chorus x2)
You're the one I need
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
You're the one I need
You're the one I need
Nothing like your smile made of sun
Nothing like your love
Nothing like your love
Nothing like your love
Dedicated to Jr...I'm going to miss you. Come home soon and safely okay? I Love you...
That is all.
So I find a reason to shave my legs
Each single morning
So I count on someone on Friday nights
To take me dancing again
To church on Sundays
To plant more trees
And someday think of kids
Or maybe just save a little money
[Chorus]
You're the one I need
The way back home is always long
But if you're close to me I'm holding on
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
Cause there's nothing like your smile made of sun
In the world full of strangers
You're the one I know
So I learned to cook and finally lose
My kitchen phobia
And so I got the arms to cuddle in
When there's a ghost or a news
That brings insomnia
To buy more thongs
To write more happy songs
It always takes a little help from someone
(Chorus x2)
You're the one I need
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
You're the one I need
You're the one I need
Nothing like your smile made of sun
Nothing like your love
Nothing like your love
Nothing like your love
Dedicated to Jr...I'm going to miss you. Come home soon and safely okay? I Love you...
That is all.
Wednesday, February 05, 2003
i'm pretty bored right now nothing to do, im here at school waiting for alex to finish his last class which will end at 1:35p.m. so i decided to go to the computer lab and blog. well, school started this week, theres actually a lot of people this semester then last semester, oh well. um.....i got most of the classes i needed to get into, but there was one class that i needed to take which was biology, however i wasn't able to get into that class because it was all full. so i tried to crash it yesterday but i had no luck at all and the teacher wasn't excepting any crashers eerrrr, but i guess it's okay. so that means i would have to take it over the summer, yay for me. but anyways its time for me to go now so until then bye dudes!
Saturday, February 01, 2003
I love you
No matter what happens between us, just know that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ...I can't imagine my life if you never came into it...I can't even imagine my life without you. You always guide me to the right places especially when I'm lost. I vent to you and you just listen and that's exactly what I need. I confide all my secrets to you and I know that you won't tell a soul. You understand me and you deal with me, knowing what kind of a person I can be. You're my bestfriend and you're the only one that I want to be with. I will be here for you when you come back, just waiting for you patiently, hoping that you will return to me safely and unharmed. And when you do come back, I will try my best to make things go back to the way they used to be before you had to go. I'll either make things go back to the way they used to be or make things better. We may have our bad times, but the good ones conquer them, and I will wait for you so that we may continue in having the good times. We may have a lot of obstacles in our relationship but we will always overcome them, just as long as we're doing it together. You fit perfectly in my life and I will be here for you, especially when you need me the most. Like I said, I will ALWAYS love you and care for you.
KATHRYN AND VINCENT est. 052601
that is all
No matter what happens between us, just know that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ...I can't imagine my life if you never came into it...I can't even imagine my life without you. You always guide me to the right places especially when I'm lost. I vent to you and you just listen and that's exactly what I need. I confide all my secrets to you and I know that you won't tell a soul. You understand me and you deal with me, knowing what kind of a person I can be. You're my bestfriend and you're the only one that I want to be with. I will be here for you when you come back, just waiting for you patiently, hoping that you will return to me safely and unharmed. And when you do come back, I will try my best to make things go back to the way they used to be before you had to go. I'll either make things go back to the way they used to be or make things better. We may have our bad times, but the good ones conquer them, and I will wait for you so that we may continue in having the good times. We may have a lot of obstacles in our relationship but we will always overcome them, just as long as we're doing it together. You fit perfectly in my life and I will be here for you, especially when you need me the most. Like I said, I will ALWAYS love you and care for you.
KATHRYN AND VINCENT est. 052601
that is all
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