Thursday, May 29, 2003

My day was pretty much boring well somewhat. went to school and arrived late for my math final....that's just great huh? while doing my test i was thinking to myself...how the hell do you do this problem. i tell you i did not know nothing on the freaken paper the only thing i knew how to do was ploting a graph and finding the corrolation for r blah blah blah that's probably all, and the rest well...i just have to pray that i did okay. after my math finale i stayed in the cafateria talking to abby and jamie and this other girl waiting for alex to finish his class. then went home. my cousin called me saying there's a job fair at hyatt, so kat and jr kindly went with me there. i got interviewed by this one person...and yeah...hope i get the job. after the interview met up with kat and jr at sea port, saw melody working she gave us some free candy we got a lot of candy..they were hella good. after sea port went home and fell asleep. i have to study more...since i have two more finals to take on monday. but, i as you can see i'm not doing that.

its all way out of the subject but, i kinda want to leave san diego for a bit and visit my cousins, to get things off my mind for a bit. but, i know it probably won't happen anytime soon. anyways, one of my cousins is coming down here, actually three cousins are coming down here to san diego for the weekend since my mom side is throwing a suprise party for one of my aunties this coming saturday..yay im pretty excited. i really miss my cousins i haven't seen them in like forever. well i think i must go now and do some studying for monday. laters.

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

I went to see the pictos...but for some reason, it's not showing up...I don't know why it's like that. Oh well. Just go to pictures and maybe you'll see them there.

That is all.
I didn't post anything up...so...here it is. This is my first time posting up a picture...thanks to Karen.

May 26, 2002...Kat and Jr's 2 year anniversary


This is the cake that I bought for Jr...


This was taken at Jr's parent's wedding reception...sorry that it's blurry.


This was later during the day of Jr's parent's wedding...the day his parents got re-married was also Jr's birthday

You can also see these pictures here.

By the way JR IS BACK! Woo hoo!

Okay...that is all.

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

well today kat when to school with alex and i because she had nothing to do she decided to come along and go to school with us. sike. but, yeah kat had gone to school with me...sorry kat if it was boring. after school we went to chula vista mall to get some gyro (sp?)...yum. after the mall we met up with joe and the movies to watch matrix. for me the movie wasn't that great, well maybe the fighting part caught my attention and also kept me awake, but that was about it. I was kind of falling asleep through parts of the movie maybe its because i didn't watch the first part to matrix so i pretty much didn't understand anything in matrix reload. i know your probably thinking that im such a loser, well yeah i am a loser, but don't worry im going to watch the first part and than hopefully ill understand this whole movie. also, i have to watch x-man part 1, haha im a loser that's for sure i have to get up to date with all these movies coming out and since most of the movies are sequels to previous movies.

wow i finally updated since forever. maybe i should keep updating more often. well that's about it for now....i have to do my homework and watch smallville. okay bye guys

Saturday, May 17, 2003

I really want to leave. I don't know how long I can take it anymore. The main reason I'm staying is because of money. I need money for school...and I need school to get a job that can pay a grip...the more I get paid the better the reason for me not to turn back. I never understand why he's the way he is. I've dealt with this for so long...I guess a couple more years won't hurt right? At least, I hope not.

Anyways...I'm starting a new blog site for Cat and I. I'm still fixing it up. Ha-ha. Me saying I'm still fixing it up sounds like I actually know what I'm doing but really...I don't. I'll post the site address when I'm done "fixing it up"

Cat - I'm guessing you weren't done with your last entry...sorry for posting it.

That is all.

Friday, May 16, 2003

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

Here I am...sitting at Southwestern's Library, I should be doing my essay that is due on Friday...but, as usual, I have writers block. I'm listening to a cd, and this is the song Still in my heart by Tracie Spencer comes on. I already took a break and that was when Gary came by, and well, I decided to take another one to find the lyrics to this song. It's a pretty good song and once again, I have bolded the lines that made me look up this song. (Note: It's not the whole song)

I just want you to know
No matter where you go
It doesn’t matter ‘cause you’re still in my heart

Thinking of you brings tears to my eyes
Seems yesterday when we’re plannin’ our lives
I’m so confused wonderin’ why
How could you leave without saying goodbye

Picture your smile inside of my head
Still smell your cologne all over my bed
Miss you so much, I pray every night
That the angels are watchin’ and treatin’ you right

Oh...whoa...ho...
I just want you to know (Just want you to know)
No matter where you go (Yeah...)
It doesn’t matter ‘cause you’re still in my heart (Yeah)

I sing to myself so nobody hears
There’s just no escapin’ the sounds of my tears
Miss you so much and every night
I can’t get to sleep, it ain’t right

Memories keep holdin’ me down
There’s just no fun when you’re not around
Don’t know what to do, now I’m faced with the truth
Somehow I thought that we would always be, mmm...

That is all.