How would you feel if you told him you miss him & he didn't believe you?
Is it because you don't feel like you're worth being loved?
YOU ARE WORTH OF BEING LOVED.
YOU ARE WORTH HAVING HAPPINESS.
What makes you feel any other way?
Your husband is a good guy.
You haven't been working on yourself that negative feelings have been consuming you.
You have allowed other people & your thoughts to take over you.
BE STRONG.
Prove to yourself that you're someone your kids would be proud of.
"If I were watching myself on YouTube, I'd be a subscriber."
So how are you going to change it up?
SELF-CARE
Take care of yourself.
Get ready, fix yourself.
Create a routine.
Don't be consumed on TV, don't be consumed with scrolling on your phone.
BE PRODUCTIVE & STOP TAKING YOUR PERSONAL MENTAL ISSUES OUT ON YOUR HUSBAND & YOUR KIDS.